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Journal · Pablito · 16 October 2026 · ▶ 1:45
The shortcut through time
“Instead of waiting a few years until I deserve it, I can start living from that place today.”
I have a theory about forgiveness. Imagine a point in the future. A few years from now. A man who has changed, who has understood, who does not…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 14 October 2026 · ▶ 2:41
Thorns
“A thorn is a memory with a frozen emotion inside it.”
I have a theory about pulling out thorns. A thorn is trauma understood as a memory with a frozen emotion inside it. When we hit one, the brain takes…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 12 October 2026 · ▶ 8:21
Four zeros
“When a liar tells the truth, he is still a liar — for a moment he simply becomes an anomaly.”
I stood up at a meeting. I heard voices telling me to sit down, but I said I wanted to stand — because I have ADHD and it is easier for me to speak…
Read →White Whisper · Pablito · 11 October 2026 · ▶ 3:59
6. Everything Is in the Corner
“I want to get to the other side of the fence. No use. The fence is new, panelled, very high.”
I want to get to the other side of the fence. No use. The fence is new, panelled, very high. Nothing to put a foot on, no way to pull yourself up. I…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 9 October 2026 · ▶ 2:41
Dimensions
“I had the impression I was seeing her as if for the first time.”
Something happened after we came back from padel. I had the impression that I had moved into another dimension. That I was seeing Bella as if for the…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 7 October 2026 · ▶ 1:56
Bob’s God
“The programme is simple — it is people who complicate it.”
I asked about the thinking of Bob Smith. The doctor from Akron, co-founder of the fellowship. The programme is simple — it is people who complicate…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 5 October 2026 · ▶ 1:58
What we want
“There is wanting out of lack and wanting out of direction. They sound identical. Inside they are two different worlds.”
I asked how we know that we want something. There is wanting out of lack and wanting out of direction. They sound identical. Sometimes they point to…
Read →White Whisper · Pablito · 4 October 2026 · ▶ 9:56
5. Grześki
“In the end I agreed to go to the doctor. I was to go with my father. And at that moment my father appears. In his hand he has a box of Grześki.”
In the end I agreed to go to the doctor. I was to go with my father. And at that moment my father appears. In his hand he has a box of Grześki…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 2 October 2026 · ▶ 3:12
Loops of tension
“Fear after the truth comes and goes. Tension only accumulates.”
I told her the truth. I said there are moments when I would like to run away from home. That I think about a new life. That this is the kind of…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 30 September 2026 · ▶ 2:18
The diamond
“She is the diamond. She is the thing I am supposed to be guarding.”
We drove to the DIY store as a whole family. Flowers. Tiles. Screws to fix the sun lounger. On the trampolines my wife had the diamond round her…
Read →Frames · MAG · 28 September 2026 · provisional
Palms Announce Nothing
Flags and palms under the same sky. Maybe that's why the palms are easier to look at.
Read →Journal · Pablito · 28 September 2026 · ▶ 2:32
The contract
“Conditional trust. I keep to the rules — I have access. I break them — I lose everything.”
Kacper asked for a games subscription. Not for the first time. The difference is that this time he proposed a contract. Conditional trust. I keep to…
Read →White Whisper · Pablito · 27 September 2026 · ▶ 5:50
4. On Three
“Suddenly there are several people around me. Commotion. People to my left and right. A doctor, a woman. I get an injection.”
Suddenly there are several people around me. Commotion. People to my left and right. A doctor, a woman. I get an injection. I feel them unbuckle the…
Read →Frames · MAG · 25 September 2026 · provisional
Someone Is Surely Walking There
The path doesn't end suddenly; it goes quiet, like a sentence spoken softer and softer.
Read →Journal · Pablito · 25 September 2026 · ▶ 2:44
The toilet seat
“The toilet seat was ready for collection. Mrs Halina helped me fit it.”
Read →Frames · MAG · 23 September 2026 · provisional
Nobody's Yet
On the sand, the footprints of yesterday's people and one orange speck of today's. The pier still burns yesterday's lights.
Read →Journal · Pablito · 23 September 2026 · ▶ 2:05
The spy
“It is the story of a woman who refused to be what the world wanted her to be.”
I asked for a summary of Coelho’s novel about Mata Hari. It is not a story about a spy. It is the story of a woman who refused to be what the world…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 21 September 2026 · ▶ 2:54
The narcissist and the mirror
“Empathy has a biological root. The difference is not in the biology. It is in the processing.”
I asked about mirror neurons. The mechanism is simple. Nerve cells that fire both when you act and when you watch someone else act. I see someone…
Read →White Whisper · Pablito · 20 September 2026 · ▶ 4:23
3. With One Eye
“I’m strapped so tight that my head lies turned to the right. I can see with one eye only. With that one eye I watch the world.”
They pull out the stretcher. They push me into the hospital. Automatic doors open. I’m strapped so tight that my head lies turned to the right. I can…
Read →Frames · MAG · 20 September 2026 · provisional
A Beach the Rocks Kept for Themselves
Every few seconds the wave redraws the border, as if the first time it came out crooked.
Read →Journal · Pablito · 19 September 2026 · ▶ 16:34
Lying Down, Not Resting
“Anxiety observed from the inside. From a question about a broom to the fear of losing work, family and trust in myself.”
I woke up around four and knew I was going to appear online. In make-up, in a wig. I had a whole story ready for it: why this, why now. It was…
Read →Frames · MAG · 18 September 2026 · provisional
To Embrace What Can't Be Embraced
Arms spread wide on the low wall. The canyon accepts every gesture, and the skirt knows about the wind first.
Read →Journal · Pablito · 18 September 2026 · ▶ 4:01
The walk
“I saw a beautiful flower. I bought it. Until now I did not feel that pleasure.”
My wife made me a toasted sandwich and ate hers sitting opposite me. Now and then she looked at me. That sentence sounds simple. It is not simple. In…
Read →Journal · Pablito · 16 September 2026 · ▶ 2:42
The pause
“The turn came. Not spectacularly. Without fireworks.”
The turn came. Not spectacularly. Without fireworks. My wife thanked me and appreciated what I had done. That evening the whole family sat in…
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